If you're here to see what I'm up to, I thank you and I love you 💙
I am leaving on a journey toward self-discovery and improvement.
I've not been myself lately, usually I get over the depression pretty quick but this time it is lingering. I've starting taking things to heart too often.. Honestly, I don't think I should be around anyone right now. I think that being that depressed, negative person isn't who I am and isn't the person who I want to be. I've projected my feelings too much toward those I love with jokes about myself with negative connotations and have taken everything too seriously resulting in having my feelings hurt over what most people do not even think would have that impact. I do not blame anyone other than myself of this and I'm set on changing my perspective. I'm probably just being melodramatic as some have called me. I just can't help it. I don't want to feel like this and that's why I'm leaving for a while.